Please help save my family and home

Hello all,

I am posting this at 2:45 pm on March 18, 2009. I am 31 yrs old. I have a fiancee, 1yr old son and we've recently purchased a new car and a home. Things seemed to be going well.

I am a forex trader who dabbles in internet marketing. Making money online has been a real blessing for me until my recent struggles that started in February of 2009. I've always been in a position to help others. I've always put helping other ahead of helping myself. Now, I'm finding myself struggling to make any money. In fact, I lost $10,000 in 3 days of forex trading. Someone broke into my home the following week and stole 3 flat screen tv's, 3 dvd players and a computer as well as some cash. I would have never thought that I would come to the point of asking for donations. I have ebooks I can share with anyone who wants to donate something to help me.

I know a lot of people will look at this and have no understanding. I'm kind of embarassed to run to my family for help even though I've always helped them. Most of them are not in a position to help me anyhow. It's difficult for me to sleep at night. I'm constantly thinking of my son. I want the best for him but I've made a foolish mistake. I'm paying dearly. My car and mortgage payments are falling behind. I'm on the verge of losing my mind. I really don't know what to do anymore. My nerves are shot right now. My fiancee doesn't know what happened to the money that I lost in the forex market. How can I tell her? I'm in trouble here. I barely had enough money for my sons diapers, wipes and pediasure last week.

Hopefully someone will find it in their heart to help me and family.


You are welcome to donate anything you can afford:

Email: Donations216@gmail.com